My Lovely Diary

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Good morningggg!!! my lovely diary,

Today, I will never stop and finish all of the errands I have to do
Now I am drinking a cup of tea and think of the film I watched last night "Kurtuluş Son Durak"...
The cooperation of the women make me laugh, the women in the film used to kill the men and throw their dead bodies into the wellD
The performances of the players in the film weren't bad but the film could be better...
the next film I will watch will be "The Kite Runner"
I am still reading the same book "Od" I couldnt finish it While I was reading it last night, I fell into sleep
I dont even remember when ı fell into sleep
 
I liked this song "Hasta" sung by Hande Yener, I like this woman although many people criticize her
I have been listening to it all day
 
David Garett!!!!! I love you so much

You are the David Beckham of the music world, you take my breath away but ı know it is impossible and just a dream to reach and meet you((

I am too tired , I have looked at the screen of the computer during the day to finish my papers but I couldn't concentrate on nothing

I dunno what ı will do, my brain isn't working anymore God help me please!
 
I have just come to house, the course tires me but I am ok for now
It is time to clean the house, I dunno what we will eat for dinner
I changed my shampoo, I bought "Pantene aqua effect", ı hope it will be good for my oily hair
 
I can't stand living, working,being with people around me...

I feel nothing...I know there is no hope for me, my life will never change, ı am dying day by day

Praying is not enough anymore(I regret for every chance ı lost in the past

Living this life gives me just pain
 
Some nights I stay up late and cry,
Other times I feel as if I could die!
In my life I feel not loved,
I always get kicked around or shoved.
But why should I be happy?
How can I be if I'm treated so crappy?
Every day seems like a battle.
I get thrown around like a baby's rattle.
Sometimes everything can be so scary.
Why can't I just be happy and merry?
For all my faults, I am to blame.
I am the one to take all the shame.
 
It is very boring
Always being alone,
But I've realized I
Need to change my tone.


But ı dunno how ı can manage this????
 
Come on, your life can not be that bad... You have a job, there are people around you and you just feel regretful about past. I am sure you would not like to be lonely and without a job. And we all make mistakes. Mistakes are for us. What to do is, learning from mistakes. I dont know what happened in your past but, you know, past is past. Now try to enjoy your life.

P.S. Timbaland, ft. one republic-Apologize is my favourite too
 
Hey girls , thank you for your comments

But I am addicted to living in the past, ı am not good at seizing the day, I cant change my character

Anyway, my unhappines is chronic

I wanna write the sentences written in the book ı am reading nowadays "Sopayla kilime vuranın gayesi kilimi dövmek değil, kilimin tozunu almaktır, Allah sana sıkıntı vermekle tozunu kirini alır"

Oh my lovely diary, I hate hurting people or breaking the hearts but sometimes ı do((I am soooo stupidd
 
I have just watched the film " The Kite Runner"...It was nice and affecting

Hasan whose father is a poor man and Amir whose father is very rich are good friends. Hasan and his father are servants of Amir's father.All of them are living in the same house. These kids have no mother...Hasan is much more brave than Amir. He always protects Amir who is good at writing stories.In fact, Amir is jealous of Hasan because Hasan is a self-sacrificing and brave boy...I cried because of a scene(( In that scene, Hasan is beaten and raped by the brutal Assef in an empty street to protect Amir's kite; the coward Amir witness the assault but does not help the loyal Hassam ...One day, Amir lies, slanders(He says Hasan stole his watch, Amir's father calls Hasan and asks him whether this event is true or not...Hasan concedes that he stole Amir's watch but in fact he didn't...Hasan and his father are honourable people so they move from the house...Russia occupies the country, Amir and his dad escape to Usa..Amir becomes a writer when he grows up and gets married there...One day he learns Hasan and his wife died in Afghanistan but their son Söhrab is still living...I got shocked when ı learnt Hasan and Amir are brothers. Actually, Amir's father had sexual relation with his servant's wife in the past...Therefore, Amir decides to find and rescue his nephew and he achieves at the end...

The music in the film affected me very much...It was "SUPPLICATION by Sami Yusuf"

Sami Yusuf - Supplication with English Subtitle - YouTube
 
Son düzenleme:
O My Lord,
My sins are like
The highest mountain;
My good deeds
Are very few
They’re like a small pebble.
I turn to You
My heart full of shame,
My eyes full of tears.
Bestow Your
Forgiveness and Mercy
Upon me.
Ya Allah,
Send your peace and blessings
On the Final Prophet,
And his family,
And companions,
And those who follow him.
 
You came to me in that hour of need
When I was so lost, so lonely
You came to me took my breath away
Showed me the right way, the way to lead

You filled my heart with love
Showed me the light above
Now all I want Is to be with you

You are my one true love
Taught me to never judge
Now all I want Is to be with you

ALLAHUMA! Sal 'ala Sayideena Mustafa
'Alaa Habeebika Nabieeka Mustafa
(O God! Send Your Blessings upon our leader, the chosen one (Muhammad (peace upon him))
Upon Your Beloved, Your Prophet, the chosen one)

You came to me in a time of despair
I called on you, you were there
Without You what would my life mean?
To not know the unseen, the worlds between

For you I'd sacrifice
For you I'd give my life
Anything, just to be with you

I feel so lost at times
By all the hurt and lies
Now all I want Is to be with you


Showed right from wrong
Taught me to be strong
Need you more than ever
Ya Rasul ALLAH (O Messenger of God (Muhammad (peace be upon him))

You came to me
In that hour of need
Need you more than ever
Ya Rasul ALLAH

You filled my heart with love
Showed me the light above
Now all I want is to be with you

You are my one true love
Taught me to never judge
Now all I want Is to be with you

Sami Yusuf You Come To Me 2009 Arabic+English+Farsi+Turkish with Lyrics » Videos » MFB A Place to meet Over 1 57 Billion Muslims and Peaceful people from other religions - YouTube
 
A religious man were praying everyday...

One day Satan came and said " God never gave you an answer despite of your all beggings and imploring.You are praying in vain."

The man was depressed and became sad((

He slept. He saw Hızır in his dream...

Hızır asked why you forsook and gave up praying....The man said God never gave me an answer, he didnt accept my prays(

Hızır said" Your saying "ALLAH" is our answer...God allows you to pray and you can pray...Otherwise you cant even pray..while you are praying and looking for the remedy, you are approaching to God and nobody can pray without God's permission."

In fact , praying is knocking on the door,God knows when the door will be opened"

P.S
Dua kapı çalmaktır, sonrasına karışmak haddi aşmaktır.Dua edebiliyor olmakta bizim sahiplenildiğimizi, kabul edildiğimizi gösterir.Kapının ne zaman açılacağının kararını ev sahibine bırakmalıyız.Biz sadece talep ederiz.Unutmayalım ki, hakkıyla istemenin bir şartıda talebe cevap verecek konumda olanın karşısında hadsizlik yapmamaktır.

Bir yandan korkuya, bir yandan ümide düştün mü iki kanadın olur.Bir kanatlı kuş katiyen uçamaz, acizdir...


Nowadays, I am trying not to care what other people say...I dont wanna talk with people anymore..Some of them really hurt my heart with their poisonous tongue((Why am I so weak and unhappy? What ı see is the people who have everything, who are happy humiliate the others...Is it so hard to be modest???

Meanwhile, ı have to improve my English, ı forget most of the words ı know...I hate myself because of my laziness
 
Dont be so pessimistic. You always say bad things to tourself. Whatever you do, believe in yourself first of all. Never say "i hate myself" for any reason. Nobody is perfect, dont forget
 
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